This is how you will love her

She is a Wednesday afternoon; 

sunny, 

normal, 

and for once,

you are not counting down the days until Friday.

She is the kind of girl you fall for without even notice,

you don't know why,

or when,

but before you know it,

you want to spend every second of your day with her.

She is perfect for you,

everything you ever wanted,

all the things you needed.

You'll listen to her like your favorite song,

stare at her like your favorite movie,

and love her as much as you breathe.

She is like auto-pilot,

sometimes you don't remember driving to her house,

or how you always end up there.

You'll look into her eyes 

and find feelings in places 
you didn't even know that existed.

She is every promise that you never made
but know you will keep,

because she is worth it.

She is, she is, she is standing in front of you,
saying the words “I love you” the way she says your name
and she is more of a home than any place you’ve ever lived.

But when "things don't work out",

your bones will ache.

You'll remember how she used to 
trace your spine with her fingers,

or the way she listened to your heart,

and your whole body will feel like fire.

You'll miss her laugh,

like you miss the sun every single night.

You'll remember how she used to sing on Saturday mornings,

and you'll hate every song on the radio.

And two years later,

when someone says her name,

you'll remember the way you had her,

and the way you lost her.

– m.f. // This is how you will love her