Did you find everything
you're looking for?
The butterflies?
The passion?
The roads that you
have never walked on?
Did you find the person
you're looking for?
Did you find the one
who fills the hole?
The space you
wanted to fill?
The soul that connects yours
with the universe?
Did you find all of that, in me?
Am I the one for you?
Are you the one for me?
Are we meant to be with each other?
Sometimes, it's black and white
and I know the answer.
It's a hard yes.
Other times, I question it.
I think about the way we argue.
How when it's good,
it's really good.
But when it's bad,
I almost believe we're better off
searching for love
somewhere else.
Is this what love feels like?
Is it never 100%?
There's always going to be a void?
No matter how much
time passes?
No matter how much
we love each other?
Sometimes I think
I know exactly what love is.
But other times,
I'm constantly learning
about the ebb and flow.
I believe it's going to be forever,
then question if forever even exists.
Sometimes I'm hurting,
but it's not enough for me to leave.
Sometimes I love you so much,
it hurts to even think
about a life without you.
Are we over compromising
parts of ourselves?
Are we sacrificing too much?
Is it even worth it?
Or is that my fear talking?
Am I afraid of being alone
or being without you?
I think life's too short
to constantly put ourselves
through painful situations,
asking questions without
wanting to hear
the answers.
If we walk away,
it'll hurt for a moment.
But we'll be happier
in the long term.
If we stay, we'll be happy
and then hurt.
And it'll be a continuous cycle,
until we finally learn that
we should've walked away
in the first place.
I know we love each other.
But maybe love isn't enough
for forever to work out.
Maybe love doesn't
cover trust
and build foundations.
Maybe instead
of choosing each other
and choosing "us",
we have to choose
ourselves.
— m.f. // Questions about us
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